i feel so stoned.
don't know why, just have this feeling, i don't like this at all. i don't like what i'm having now, i don't like what i see around me, i don't like this, i don't like that. i simply cannot find out the real reason behind every emotion i am feeling now.
am i going back to the tunnel?
i thought i saw the light towards the ending, towards the sun, out of the tunnel.

even a cut on my thumb i din noticed till today? till it so deep and the blood has all dried up?
what the hell am i doing?

crisis is not created outta the blue. guess its just the perfect word to describe what i feels now, to describe the situation i am in now.
sigh..though its not really my fault,or rather, it has nothing to do with me, yet it indirectly involves me? sigh. what else can i say? its complex? not really. its not complicated? not this either.

swollen eyes, cut on the thumb,crisis in progress, what else can happen? why don't it all come down on me at one go so i can handle it and not one at a tym? argh!!

LET ME OUTTA HERE!!
i wanna stand on the rooftop and scream my heart out!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!